01082020

The first day of the month’s passed without incident. I decided to take the day off after struggling to find the energy to get anything done this morning. I just feel constantly tired all the time these days. It gets especially bad around noon, at the lowest point of the day. My head gets clouded by idle thoughts and longings, all these memories of the past… I feel simultaneously exhausted yet also restless, and it becomes nearly impossible to focus on anything, let alone work.