13052019

Yesterday was the first day since I’ve begun recording in this log that I failed to create any entry whatsoever for the day. For some reason I was just too tired to do anything and, although I recognised on some level that I was slipping in my most basic responsibility, I just couldn’t summon enough will to do so.

I’m really feeling that today as well, yet here I am.

I’ve been very slowly working at the very narrative spec document for the past several days, which means I’ve kept it open and looked at it for a bit and every other day, if I’m lucky, I’ll be able to write around fifty words before finding myself unable to continue no matter what. I’ve been feeling completely adrift these days and I find it difficult to think about anything anymore. I find myself constantly distracted but by literally nothing, or at least nothing tangible that I can identify.