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I’ve been struggling to find the motivation to get any work done this past week, although every day, for multiple hours, I’ve thought extensively about it. I feel very unfocused. I’ve been working on my resume every day, and thinking about jobs a lot. I feel a bit more optimistic this time around, both about my prospects, and the process in general.

I’ve been rethinking the structure of Plan a lot. I feel like the conceptual work has gotten out of my reach. I overscoped a bit too much as usual, got too ambitious. I’ve been thinking about ways to salvage it. I think one way is to start by regaining some focus on the core of it: the strength of the moment-to-moment writing which, at the end of the day, is what I reckon I’m both best at, and interested in. I’ve been looking at examples of text-heavy/visuals-light games for some guidance and inspiration. What I’m really hoping for is that I might find something in one of them that is able to suddenly strike within me the impetus to begin working on my own work. I can feel it fomenting inside of me. I just can’t seem to access it yet.