28012021

Didn’t get any work done today at all. This morning I drank a bunch of coffee too quickly and all throughout the day I suffered from a continuous aftershock of anxiety and vague nausea. I was simultaneously exhausted yet also completely unhinged. My hands and feet felt unnaturally cold, and my body febrile. It was like the worst parts of being high: my senses rapidly dilating and contracting, lurching from one moment to the next, unable to make sense of any of it. I felt like absolute shit; and yet another day without any progress just made it feel even worse. I’ve gotta collect myself tomorrow and set things straight.