17052019

Pretty much wasted the entire day either feigning the ignorance of sleep, or playing video games just to pass the time. I woke this morning briefly having suffered a strange nightmare in which two actresses whom I admire stayed overnight in my room along with a friend of theirs and when they woke the next morning their friend was gone and they were convinced I had killed her. I fled in slow motion and eventually I began falling upwards away from them into the sky: slowly at first, but then further and further, till their contorted, screaming faces were just tiny white specks upon the landscape, and then nothing. It was a strange dream and put a complete damper on my mood for the rest of the day. May is already over halfway over and I barely seem to have perceived its passage. Tomorrow I’ll try to get back to work.