29042019

Last day of the month. I hardly feel like any time has passed at all: the entirety of it has just gone by without any kind of friction or presence whatsoever, which I suppose in some sense is not a bad thing but in another, I can’t help but feel disappointed.

I spent two hours today making two interfaces that players will most likely look at for all of maybe two seconds, if I’m lucky. Granted, I kinda figured that would be part of the deal – even when I started doing all this – and at the end of the day, I don’t mind it that much; still, though, it certainly doesn’t inspire much confidence either when I think about it too much. I suppose then the best thing to do would to try my best to just not think about it in the first place…

Tomorrow, I’m gonna transition back into full-time writing (or at least I’m gonna try). I’ve been spending a lot of time on visual stuff which is good for showing off and all but it’s too easy to get trapped in a false sense of progress, to which I believe I’m already beginning to succumb.