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An early post today, but that’s because at this point, I’m pretty much certain I will do absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. I woke at 0720 to the sound of heavy rain, stayed up for about an hour doing absolutely nothing, and then, feeling too absent to accomplish anything, I went back to sleep. Over the next six hours, I proceeded to wake up and fall back asleep, each time falling under stranger and stranger dreams that, despite being extremely vivid in the moment, I can no longer remember in the slightest. 

In short, I’ve done absolutely nothing today.

I’ve been feeling extremely tired and drained these past few days. There’s something unusual going on that I can’t quite pinpoint, but I’ve been absolutely gripped by a complete lack of motivation that’s become physically disruptive. I don’t know what this is, but I hope it goes away soon.