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I started working on a new project today. It’s the first time in a while I’ve felt creatively excited. I forgot how inviting a blank project is. And also how daunting: it took only a handful of minutes setting up some basic structures for me to understand just how poorly I’d actually planned everything out, and how meticulous and exacting the design of such things would need to be in reality. I deleted all of it in a paroxysm of humility. It made me realise how long it’s been since I’ve invested so much genuine thought and effort into something. Tomorrow I will start anew.