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Another pointless day in my life. I’ve been troubled lately by strange and incredibly vivid dreams in which I find myself dying, or being mocked for things I did and said a long time ago. When I wake each morning I feel exhausted, and filled with an intense sensation of dread and shame. Today was another one of such days, despite my efforts to turn things around. I tried to work multiple times throughout the day but I never managed to progress beyond just opening up GameMaker. I just can’t seem to concentrate on anything for longer than a minute at a time and even then, I feel disconnected from it all.