28102020

Tried to get back to work today, but I just got stuck and accomplished nothing. I’ve been feeling pretty bent lately, my head’s all wrong all the time and I can’t focus on anything, especially work. Every time I look at my work I just get so frustrated by my inability to move forward, and that feeds into this larger sense of impotence / disappointment that’s been troubling me for a while, this unbearable realisation of just how profoundly stupid and uninteresting my work feels. How utterly lacking in inspiration or purpose…